So the other day as I was driving home, I thought about something that someone told me. I was complaining about all of the chaos and drama at work and how I get named in it. He said, my friend and ex-coworker, that I sometimes create some of the drama in my life. I couldn't deny it. I do sometimes create drama. There are times I feel like a female Zeus--I created people and do things for my own amusement. I often times feel as if the people I encounter are there for my enjoyment. It's as if I am royalty of the world and the people in it are all my court jesters. Is that a bad thing; I don't think so.
So I have stepped outside of the world of the gods and am now just a participant. It's kind of boring. The alternative is to have my name put into everything even though I had nothing to do with it. Like those historical Roman gods, I have no control over my minions. DAMN!
So now I have to settle for only creating personal chaos with my close knit group of friends. I guess that will have to suffice.
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